Two weeks ago today, I had surgery. While I won’t go into details, it was for a female issue and also something else. I figured while I was under general anesthesia, I may as well get the two things fixed together. Nothing to worry about, it was partially elective.
The procedures at the outpatient center went fine and I felt good when I got home. I was told to take a pain pill and not let the pain get ahead of me. I ate a piece of toast and took my antibiotic and pain medicine. An hour later, I was nauseous and couldn’t keep anything down. I was sick to my stomach for eight hours, on and off. I knew it couldn’t be good.
It wasn’t. The result was broken blood vessels that developed into a hematoma, which had to be drained. Six days later, I was back at the surgery center, bright and early. The procedure went smoothly. It was a step backward, but I was happy because that day marked the true beginning of my healing.
It’s been a week since the second surgery, and I have to say I thought I’d feel better much quicker. I’m tired of being tired. I know my body is doing what it needs to, and I must give it a lot of rest and time. But I’m used to being active and leading a busy life. This has definitely forced me to slow down.
I’m grateful beyond words that my husband is an amazing caregiver. He’s always there to remind me to rest and not move around much. I’m able to relax because of his support.
There’s been a flood of anxiety throughout this entire process. The anticipation before surgery was overwhelming at times. I was finally able to let out a deep sigh of relief when it was over. But that good feeling was short-lived because of the hematoma.
I don’t take my health for granted, I’m always thankful for it. But this experience has given me a new appreciation for being healthy.
I can’t wait to feel energetic and have the desire to get out of the house. Right now just the thought of going to the grocery store or out to eat sounds exhausting. I’m tired of being weak and having to sit down every chance I get. I’m looking forward to putting on exercise clothes and walking in the mountains, or at least around the block. I want to want to put on jewelry and do my nails.
I’ve only been able to take sponge baths, which is getting really old. I want to step in the shower and let the hot water stream down my back. Lather my hair with shampoo and watch the bubbles slide down the drain… Soon!
Right now all I want to do is rest and the farthest I walk is out to a lounge chair in my backyard. I know this situation is temporary, and I thank God for that. I’m actually trying to enjoy this time of recovery, basking in the deliciousness of slowing down.
I think it’s time for a nap.
Take care, Jenny
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Glad you are on your way back to health. Enjoy the slow down. 😊
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Thank you! And yes, I am😊
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Rest and follow orders! It’s nice you have someone to take care of you. I don’t know what I would do without my guy! Feel better!
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Thank you so much! I feel really blessed, my husband is a huge help! 🙂
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Sending you thoughts of love and healing. ♥
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Thank you, I appreciate that!💕
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You’re welcome, Jenny. ♥
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Heal well, and fully, but allow nature to take the time she needs!
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That’s exactly what I need to do, thanks!
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Feel better soon. Get some good rest!
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Thanks, I will🙂
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Hope you get better soon my friend!
Hugs!
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Aw, thank you! xx
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My pleasure!
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I hope you feel better soon!
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Thank you!
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I’m sorry to hear you had a setback, but hope you’re truly on the mend now and will soon be doing all that you want to do. Being patient isn’t easy, but you’ll get there in the end. 🌷
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So true! I’m having a good day today, and I feel a little better every day. So I see the light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s hard to be patient. No choice, I guess😊 thank you!
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Get well soon Jenny, Itz just a temporary phase , everything is going to be just as nice as before! Beautifully written!
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Thank you, and you’re right, it’s only temporary. I’m grateful for that!🙂
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I’ve been through some surgeries and slow recoveries, so I understand your frustration. Sounds like you’re doing everything right, just relax and give it time. At least you’re able to make it to the backyard – that’s good!
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Yes, it is! I started with doing small “laps” around the house and then outside. I feel much stronger now than a week ago 🙂
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Your recovery is going at just the right speed. Enjoy the break and appreciate the care. You’ll soon be back out there at your usual speed.
xxx Massive Hugs xxx
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Thank you so much! Your comment made me smile and feel so good 🙂 I appreciate it. Hugs right back! xx
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Please enjoy the rest and healing. Your wellbeing will return and you will be bursting with creativity. xx
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Thank you! I love your encouraging comment. I needed that! xx
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Wishing you a speedy recovery and a healing to your body. God’s got you.
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Thank you! And you’re so right, I know He does. So comforting 🙂
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You’ll get there, bit by bit!
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Yes! I have to be patient🙂
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That’s rough. I know I’ve had that reaction to painkillers and anesthesia….it’s so rough on a body. Hope you bounce back soon!
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Thanks so much! Every day is a little better. At least I have more energy now, I feel more like myself. 🙂
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Continue to be well and recover my friend.
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Thank you Tony!
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Positive, healing thoughts coming your way ❤
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Thank you so much 🙂
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Hope you’re feeling better soon, enjoy the rest in the meantime. Have you got lots of books to read? X
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Thank you! And yes, I needed a book and asked my husband to get me one from Costco. I wasn’t sure what he’d pick out, but he did good! He picked out a good, light read. Now I’m reading The Orphan’s Tale and enjoying it so far. So yes, it’s a great time to read🙂
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Wishing you all the very best Jenny. Take it easy, rest up and before you know it you’ll be up and at it again. Big hugs xo
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Thank you Miriam! I’m looking forward to when I have all my energy back. In time! xx
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A nap sounds like a fine idea! Hopefully you are on the mend!
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Thank you Jason! I am😊
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Thanks for sharing that with us Jennymarie4. I hope you get better and onto your feet in no time.
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Thanks so much! 🙂
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Thank you Danny🤗
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My god it sounds like you’ve been through the mill 😦
Glad you’re on the mend ❤
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Thank you. Yes, it felt like I was, but thankfully I’m doing much better!
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Im so glad you are resting and getting better!!!! Take care xxx
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Thank you Lynn! 😊
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I hope you are not feeling anxious!
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Thanks, I’m not now. But I sure was during the process!
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I am sure! xoxo
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Imagine how happy you’ll be when you’re back to 100%! Keep moving forward, even if it’s baby steps. ❤
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Thank you! Yes, I’ll be so glad when I’m back to normal! I’m making good progress.. I can tell a big difference from this week compared to last. Thanks for your encouragement! 🙂
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Your writing about your surgical complications is very dialectic! It takes a significant amount of personal strength to be able to effectively state, “Some good is coming from this suffering,” and to give thanks despite the pain of your current circumstances. When I am sick or in the middle of a crisis, it is a real struggle for me to not engage in self-pity, even when I can see the good that is coming from the situation. Oh, Jenny! Thank you for being so *real* and honest in your writing! I’m offering up a prayer for your healing.
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Thank you Lulu! Your comment made me feel so good. Thank you for your prayer. I knew at the beginning of my surgery process that it would be hard for 2-3 weeks, which it was, and then it would surely improve. That’s what kept me okay about all of it. I knew it would get better. Now it’s been almost 3 weeks since my second surgery, and I’m doing so much better! Every week, actually every day, I notice an improvement. I’m so thankful! Thanks again for your beautiful words. Hope you have a great week ahead! 🙂
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As your husband has been taking good care of you, you may be on your feet now. Reading through the comments, you came out from the surgeries as a champ. Stay strong – mentally, physically and spiritually. xo
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Thank you, I truly appreciate your encouragement! I’m happy to be doing much better now. Last night my husband and I went to dinner and a movie with two of our best friends. It felt so good to want to go out, to want to put on makeup and get a little dressed up. And it feels good to drive and run errands. I still need to take it easy, but I’m much, much better! Thanks again. xx
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Good to know you’re feeling better and in higher spirits.
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Don’t rush….let your body heal…..time heals my friend….feel better…..xxkat
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Thanks so much Kat! Yes, it certainly takes time. Patience 🙂
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I agree, I had a hysterectomy and my MD said 6 months to get back to normal…she was right on almost to the day…..it was like poof I felt wonderful and had all my strength back after 6 months
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It is amazing how the body heals… takes time and patience. Glad you recovered, just as the dr said.
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I had my doubts at month 4…but she said be patient…it will happen….the older we get the longer it takes to recover from a trauma…be well….katxx
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That’s for sure! It does take more time when older. Thanks again Kat 🙂
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Wishing you a speedy recovery and best of health.Take care of yourself.Sending you loads of love.
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Thank you! I’m doing much better, and I’m so grateful!
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I wish you well in the rest of your recovery! Heal quickly!
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Thank you, I’m doing so much better.
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